fallingscepter

she's back bitches.


In Other News: it's not over till it's over

 So she tried really hard to get everything done last week...and no dice. So she's spent hours pacing the floor at Kmart trying to come up with some numbers that might fit together well and tell a good story. Unfortunately, no story is actually that engaging on the subject of retail in the current economy, so she's fighting a one man  woman battle against a 500 pound a piece army. They may not run fast, but they sure do weigh a lot and can sit on her with a vengeance. Moral of the story: she is royally fuck3d.

Beyond projects, she has also accepted that she's really bad at using words to express thoughts and feelings..so... she has stopped trying to express them all together, which has led to a silent angst complete with originally composed guitar accompaniment and imagined drum beats and bass solos. Unfortunately, these tunes only allow her to escape the current pressure for an average of about 3.5 minutes at a time. She hopes that with time, it will all go away. Kind of like how a broken finger will heal itself if it's just left alone (she is also grateful that her broken finger is healed)...

She also realizes that she has a sh!t ton of spreadsheets to work on tonight...so she will begin number 1 out of around 57 right this minute. She will now stop writing in third person.

Shit I'm tired.

In Other News: ...i don't like girls the way they are...so shave their legs and make them look like movie stars...and then we can pretend it's natural!!!

~*peace*~
 

Yo.

Everything has been pretty draining lately.  Trying really hard to work through stuff and stay positive without totally losing it. Not easy though. Band practice tomorrow should at least distract myself enough to make things good. Also...work has gotten better since there's a bit less pressure with projects but there's still a big deadline in two weeks. 

This past weekend was slightly regrettable but pretty good...kinda makes u appreciate girl's night out every once in awhile. While bar hopping on Saturday night there were many choice lines...this one is by far my favorite and I truly believe it can't be topped:

Guy: Hey, do you know how much a polar bear weighs?
Girl: I have no idea? Maybe half a ton?
Guy: Yeah, I have no idea either. But sometimes you just need a polar bear to break the ice.

no joke. seriously. no joke.

Don't have energy for a playlist.....only one song...
1. Paper Bag by Fiona Apple

In Other News: ......

~*peace*~

 SUPPPP BIATCHES!!!

Okay yeah, things have been good lately. New job, new muzik, new...lots of stuff. Been trying to be positive no matter what and it's been working for the most part. Absolutely can't wait to move into Chicago...it will be all sorts of goodtimes.

Ever been to Virginia Beach? I'm planning a trip soon...hope it'll be fun.

Short Playlist:
1. It's So Simple by Saosin
2. Call It Off by Tegan and Sara
3. Just Got to Be by The Black Keys
4. Tent In Your Pants by Peaches
5. Dudley by Yeah Yeah Yeahs


In Other News: ...maybe i would have been something you'd be good at?....but now we'll never know...

~*peace*~

I'm off to DC for half a day this weekend. It's a bit of a bummer because I won't get to see ANY of my friends in DC because I won't be there for long...but I will get to see my family for a lil while so it should still be good.

Out of the frustration and ridiculousness of late has come some pretty sweet creative energy. Granted, I'd rather have everything figured out than just sit around writing song after song...but then again...i DID find a band this past week that I want to stick with. Playing is definitely a better way to spend my free time than anything else...

Playlist:
1. Yellow Sun by The Raconteurs
2. Days Go By by Lifehouse
3. The Devil in the Details by Bright Eyes
4. Phenomena by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
5. Waste it On by Silversun Pickups
6. New Ideas by The Dykeenies

In Other News: Then I guess I'll just keep moving and someday, maybe, I'll get to where I'm going.

 Lately things have been semi-interesting and/or okay. As is the usual trend, I'm skipping details because (as is the usual question) really, who cares?

I'm up pretty early for any day of the weekend...but operation "clean up my life" has commenced. I'm more afraid than excited but it's an absolute necessary. Not gonna be easy, but I hope the operation is successful....

I saw my sisters and my mom last weekend in virginia and I get to see my whole family this weekend too. I miss my family tons..but at least we'll all be together, even if for a short while, really soon.

Playlist (lots of Tegan and Sara...and just a lil bit of everything else)
1. I Bet It Stung by Tegan and Sara
2. For the Damaged by Blonde Redhead
3. I Can't Take It by Tegan and Sara
4. Portions for Foxes by Rilo Kiley
5. The Con by Tegan and Sara
6. Call if Off by Tegan and Sara
7. Hop a Plane by Tegan and Sara
8. Don't Let the World Get In Your Way by The Jayhawks


In Other News: there's not enough for you to give, if you're giving in.

~*peace*~

So yeah I do have an A and but no I'm never taking a class at rvelt again. Bummer. Also, ABS is here this weekend (sweet). Saw Indiana Jones. It was excitement.

Because sometimes it's the opposite of easy...
1. Colleen by Joanna Newsom
2. 15 by Rilo kiley
3. All You Ever Wanted by The Black Keys
6. Machine and the Line by June
7. Either Way, I'll Break Your Heart Someday by Augustana
8. Are You Ten Years Ago by Tegan and Sara

In Other News: ...

~*peace*~

1. It's not natural to be awake at 5am. No one should have to endure that. Just sayin'.
2. My finger is still broken. And although I'm aware that I have no one to blame but myself...since I smashed my own finger in the car door...it's still super annoying. 2.5 weeks and all should be well.
3. Finally, accounting class is over. I better have an A. And no, I am never taking another course at Roosevelt ever again.


After the next two days of meetings and craziness...this weekend should be pretty relaxing. Not too related, I really want to go on a road trip. For no good reason....To anywhere....

Mixed, but Appropriate for Now:
1. Coffee and Cigarettes by Augustana
2. I Must Belong Somewhere by Bright Eyes
3. Torn Green Velvet Eyes by The Magnetic Fields
4. Remember Me As a Time of Day by Explosions In The Sky
5. Only in Dreams by Weezer
6. Pass The Hatchet I Think I'm Goodkind by Yo La Tengo

In Other News: starving works.

~*peace*~

Sup Bitches...

Yeah so lately things have been semi-sweet. More semi than sweet but whatever. Work has been.....work. Corporate Spying can be taxing. Saw the last stop on the Justice Tour last week in Chicago...it was all sorts of great muzik. and great fun. *sigh*.

Yesterday was Cinco de Mayo...hot damn. This is totally the first year that I didn't REALLY celebrate...although we all went out and got kickass dinner.

Playlist (some repeats. Some new. All Sweet).
1. Blazing Arrow by Blackalicious
2. Hated Because of Great Qualities by Blonde Redhead
3. Mirror in the Bathroom by The English Beat
4. Creep by Stone Temple Pilots
5. A Gentleman Caller by Cursive
6. Free Until They Cut Me Down by Iron & Wine
7. I Don't Want to Get Over You by The Magnetic Fields
8. True Mathematics by Ladytron
9. Identity Crisis by Thrice
10. All Hands On The Bad One by Sleater-Kinney

In Other News: We do the best we can in a small town, act like big city kids when the sun goes down....

~*peace*~